Anthony Bourdain... very sad. Difficult to understand. Oddly though, I knew nothing about him or the shows on CNN and Food Network. But when I saw the news and looked at some of his pictures and quotes, I made some assumptions. My assumptions turned out to be accurate. Just an opinion (and not professional), but, I think that anyone with his personal history (at youth) has to constantly be "on guard" even much later in life. Because it's never really over. And it is insidious. The tv show MOM is billed as comedy, but it is pretty much stark reality as a warning. Can't let your guard down even with the gain of position and wealth.